The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman
Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Marie's powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion.
Marie begins her candid, unfiltered account by describing how traditional authorities—police, FBI, employers, and school officials etc.—have failed her, offering therapy referrals instead of protection. "To me, that's just a nice way of saying you're crazy," she explains, highlighting the profound isolation that comes when systems designed for protection become another form of gaslighting.
The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman
Bonus: (Prayer) I Release My Case To God And Wait For His Perfect Timing
When you’re tired of carrying the case alone, there’s a different way to fight: praise first, repent deeply, forgive fully, and let God judge with perfect timing. We open in adoration, naming God who sees, hears, and acts—El Roy, El Shama, El Gibor, Jehovah Nissi—and then build a scriptural case for justice from Isaiah 59, Psalms 37, and Philippians 4. This prayer is part intercession, part surrender, and fully anchored in Christ’s advocacy and the Spirit’s counsel.
We move through cleansing and courage, declaring the power of Jesus’ blood to heal and the Holy Spirit to hover over chaos and set things in order. Repentance becomes the turning point; Psalm 51 guides a clean-heart posture that silences bitterness and restores joy. From there, forgiveness shifts the weight: we release mockery, sabotage, jealousy, and pride into God’s hands and pray for deliverance for those who harmed us. Romans 12:19 reframes vengeance as God’s alone, while we choose obedience, peace, and clarity.
The episode closes with bold petitions for breakthrough, vindication, and peace that surpasses understanding. We yield reputation, timing, and outcomes, trading Kronos for Kairos as Habakkuk 2 promises an appointed time that will speak. With prayers for angelic assistance, restoration of what was stolen, and the rise of righteousness like the noonday sun, we seal every request in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. If this resonates, subscribe, share with someone who needs hope today, and leave a review to help others find this prayer. What do you need to release to God right now?
Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Well, this powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion. This series stands as both documentation and resistance—a refusal to be silenced despite overwhelming odds.
Amen. Hallelujah. Glory. Hallelujah. Praises be unto the mighty name of Jesus. Hallelujah. I praise your name, Heavenly Father. I praise your name, great Jehovah. I praise your name, Yahweh. I praise your name. I come before your throne of grace, boldly but humbly, Lord God, not in my own strength, but by your spirit, not with entitlement, but with trust. I come as your daughter, resilient, submitted, and anchored in your word. I come to plead my case just as a child would before a parent when a sibling has wounded them. Trusting, Father, that you, the righteous judge, will do what's right. Hallelujah. Father, I thank you that you are El Roy, the God who sees. Hallelujah. I trust in you, Father. You are El Shama, the God who hears. You are El Elion, the Most High God. You are El Gabor, the mighty God. You are Jehovah Siskinu, the Lord, my righteousness. I thank you, Lord God. You are Jehovah Sabaw, the Lord of hosts, the Lord of the angel armies. You are Jehovah Rapha, the Lord who heals. You are Jehovah Shalom, the Lord, my peace. And so I call on your name, great Jehovah. I call on your name, Yahweh, and I praise you and I thank you. Father, I also call on the name of your son. Hallelujah, Yeshua Hamashiach, my savior, my advocate, my intercessor. And I thank you for the blood of Jesus that speaks better words than the blood of Abel. I thank you for his cleansing blood, Father. I thank you that by Jesus' stripes I am healed. I am spirit-filled. Sickness and disease, hate, oppression, division, dissension, slander, and deprivation are far from me. They are removed from me as far as the east is from the west. Hallelujah. And the east and west never converge. Hallelujah. I thank you, Father. I call on the Holy Spirit, Ruach Hakodesh. Come, come and cover, come and activate. Hallelujah. In the name of Jesus, come and hover over me. Come and hover over this situation. Come and release what only you can release in the mighty name of Jesus. Father, I praise your name. You are holy. You are just. Hallelujah. You are the God who sees Eroy, the God who hears, the God who acts. You do not abandon your children into the enemy's hands. Hallelujah. As it says in Psalms 31. Father, I thank you that you set my feet in a free and open space. You make the sun shine on the righteous and the unrighteous. Hallelujah. I thank you for your mercy and your grace, Father. You are not mocked. You are not absent. You are not indifferent. You are the judge of all the earth and you do right. Father, I praise you, Father, for being exact in your timing. I praise you for being patient with me. I praise you for being the defender who never loses a case. I praise you, Father, for being the redeemer, and I thank you for your divine intervention. Your word says in Isaiah 59, 15 through 20. Hallelujah. Thank you for your word, Father. Then the Lord saw it and it displeased him that there was no justice. He saw that there was no man and wondered that there was no intercessor. Therefore, his own arm brought salvation for him, and his own righteousness, it sustained him. For he put on righteousness as a breastplate and a helmet of salvation on his head. According to their deeds, accordingly, he will repay fury to his adversaries, recompense to his enemies, the coastlands he will fully repay. So shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west and glory from the rising of the sun. Hallelujah, which is the east. Hallelujah. When the enemy comes in like a flood, the spirit of the Lord will lift up a standard against him. The Redeemer will come to Zion, to those who turn from transgression in Jacob, says the Lord. Father, I thank you, God, for your word. I thank you, Lord, that your words are yes and amen. You are not a man that you should lie. Your words will never return to you, void. It will accomplish what it's said to do. I thank you, God, that you are not a respecter of persons. Hallelujah. You make the sun shine on the righteous and on the on the unrighteous, Father. Hallelujah. If you did it for one, Father, if your word says that you did it for one, hallelujah in the scripture. If your word says that you did it for one in Isaiah 59, Father, you will surely do it for me. I trust in you, Father. I trust in you, Lord God. You are the same today, yesterday, and forevermore. You are the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last. Father, I thank you, Father, that you rose to defend. You rose to judge and you rose to restore. Hallelujah. Father, I thank you, Father, that you did not leave me and will not leave me. You said in your word that you will never leave me or forsake me. You are faithful to me even when I'm not faithful. I thank you, Lord God, for the blood of Jesus which cleanses me. I thank you, Father, that nothing can separate me from the blood of Jesus, Lord God, hallelujah, because you said one sacrifice once and for all. And I thank you, Lord God, that also nothing can separate me from the love of God, which is in Christ and Jesus. Hallelujah. Because where sin abounds, grace abounds even more. And your love covers a multitude of sin. Father, I thank you that you are my defender. And I thank you, Jesus Christ, you are my advocate, the ultimate intercessor and intermediary. I thank you for the Holy Spirit, my counselor, and I thank you for the angels, Lord God, that you, hallelujah, have deployed on my behalf. I thank you, Lord God, for the communion of saints. Father, as it says in Psalm 51, I ask that you may have mercy on me. Hallelujah, oh God, according to your steadfast love, according to your abundant mercy. May you blot out my transgressions. May you wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and may you cleanse me from my sin. Father, I know that my transgressions, my sin is always before me. Against you and you alone have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight. So you are justified when you speak. You are blameless when you judge. Hallelujah. I thank you, Father, because you are also merciful. Father, I was shaped in iniquity. I was born into brokenness, but you desire truth in the inward parts. And so teach me wisdom in the secret place. Purify me with hyssop and I shall be cleansed. Hallelujah. Wash me and I shall be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness again. Let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Hallelujah. Hide your face from my sins. Blot out all of my iniquities. Hallelujah. And may you create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from your presence. Do not take your Holy Spirit away from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit. Father, I repent. I repent for every vengeful thought, every retaliatory desire, every moment I rehearse the offense instead of releasing it to you. I repent for every time I wanted to punish those who've attacked me. I repent for every time I've let bitterness speak louder than your spirit. I repent for every time I tried to carry the case myself. Father, may you forgive me, Lord God. May you cleanse me of hidden motives. May the blood of Jesus cover all my sins, cover my thoughts, cover my hallelujah, my emotions, cover everything in my inmost being, Lord God. Anything that is hidden that is not of you, may you remove it, Lord God. Purify my heart. Father, I don't want to be right. I want to be clean, Lord God. I want to be clean, spiritually clean, Lord God. I want to be uh aligned with your purpose, Lord God. May you forgive me, Lord God. Hallelujah. And Lord God, I also forgive. I forgive every person who's mocked me, every person who has tried to sabotage me, who has sabotaged me, who has manipulated and targeted me. Father, I forgive those who partnered with evil knowingly and unknowingly. Father, I forgive those who've who's let jealous, um, jealousy, tribalism, or spiritual pride drive their actions. Father, I forgive, Lord God, not to excuse, but to release to you. I forgive not because they deserve it, Lord God, because I refuse to carry what you've already claimed. Father, I forgive because, Lord God, you've forgiven me, even though I don't deserve it myself, Lord God. And so for that reason, I also forgive. Praises be unto your name. Father, your word says in the wisdom of Bensheira 28, the vengeful will suffer the Lord's vengeance. Forgive your neighbor's injustice. Then when you pray, your own sins will be forgiven. And so again, I forgive, Lord God. I release, I let go. Father, I thank you for the blood of Jesus, which allows me to come boldly before your throne of grace. And so I make my request known to you and declare the removal of every spirit of spirit or thought, Father, of anxiety, knowing that the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart. Hallelujah. Heavenly Father, in the mighty name of Jesus, I ask now for deliverance. May you deliver, first of all, Lord God, my enemies from the spirits, Lord God, from the evil spirits that provoke them, Lord God, to do harm, to cause malicious attacks, Father. May you deliver them from deception, from manipulation, and from any stronghold, Lord God. For those who are not saved, Father, bring salvation. For those, Lord God, who are saved. May you bring revelation, discernment, and freedom. Let every veil be torn, let every evil influence be broken. Father, I ask for your justice. Justice in the courts of heaven, justice in the spirit, justice in the timing of God. Father, you said in Romans 12, 19, vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord. So I release it. I release the case. I release the evidence. I release the pain to you, Father. Hallelujah. And will only act based on the prompting of the Holy Spirit, not my soul, not my body, not my flesh, not my emotions in the mighty name of Jesus. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Glory be unto your name. Father, I ask you for breakthrough, divine breakthrough. I ask you for divine intervention. I ask you for divine deliverance. I ask you for divine vindication. I ask you for divine clarity. I ask you for divine peace, the peace that surpasses all understanding. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Glory be unto your name. As it says in Psalms 37:6, Lord God, hallelujah. I thank you that you will bring forth my righteousness as the light and my justice as the noonday sun. And so let it shine, Lord. Let your truth rise, let vindication speak, let every lie fall to the ground. And I remember, Lord God, in Isaiah 59, 17, it says, You clothe yourself with garments of vengeance and wrap yourself in zeal as in a cloak. Father, you do not ignore injustice. Father, you do not leave your children undefended. You rise to judge, you rise to restore. And so, Father, I thank you. I lean not on my own understanding. I put my full trust in you, knowing that you will work all things for the good, for the good of those who love you, Father. Father, as it says in Philippians 4, I rejoice in you always. And I declare that I am not anxious for anything, Lord God. And I have made my request known to you and trust that the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart. And therefore, Father, I decree and declare that through the power of the Holy Spirit, hallelujah, I will only meditate on whatever things are true, noble, just, pure, lovely, whatever things of are of good report. If there is any virtue, if there is any praise, anything that is praiseworthy, I will meditate on these things. And so I yield to you, Father. I yield every attack, whether it's emotional, spiritual, psychological, financial, reputational, relational, technological to you. Whatever the attack may be, I yield it to you, Father. I release it to you, Heavenly Father. Father, I yield my timeline to you, trusting that you are an on-time God. Habakkuk 2 says that the vision is for an appointed time. At the end, it will speak and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it because it will surely come. It will not tarry. And so, Father, I wait for your appointed time. I wait for your timing. I renounce and rebuke the power of Kronos timing in the name of Jesus and release and receive the abundance of your Kairos timing in the mighty name of Jesus. In the mighty name of Jesus, in the mighty name of Jesus, in the mighty name of Jesus. Father, I yield my reputation to you. And I thank you, Father, that your word says that what the enemy meant for bad, you will turn into good. I thank you, Father, that I am your masterpiece. I am wonderfully and fearfully made. Father, I yield my desire. Hallelujah. I yield my desire to be understood to you, knowing that you understand me and your son Jesus is my advocate. Father, I yield any hidden need or desire to be seen. Your Father, your will be done. Hallelujah. Your will be done in every aspect of my life, Heavenly Father. In your divine timing, my gifts will make room for me and bring me before great men. Father, I yield my pain, I yield my process, I yield my platform to you, Father, knowing that you are Jehovah Rapha, my healer. I yield this case to you. I yield this situation to you. I yield the attackers to you. I yield every attack, Lord God, to you. I yield judgment to you. I yield the courtroom to you because I trust in you. I trust in your judgment. I trust in your mercy. I trust in your vengeance. I trust in your will. Even when it doesn't look like mine, Father, I know that your will is perfect, Father. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Come, Lord Jesus, have your way now. Perfect those things concerning me. I cast my cares on you because your burden is light and your yoke is easy. Father, not by my power, not by my might, but by your spirit. For when the enemy shall come against me like a flood, you will lift up a standard against him because you are the most high God. You are Elon. You are mighty El Gabor. You are the God who sees El Roy. You are the God who hears El Shamah. You are the God who acts. Hallelujah. Jehovah Sabao, the Lord of hosts, the Lord of the angel armies. You are Jehovah Nisi, the Lord my banner. And so I raise my banner high, trusting that you are in charge and are fighting and defending me. And so I surrender all to you. And I stand in hope. I stand in freedom. I stand in Christ. Yeshua Hamashiach, my Redeemer and my advocate. Father, hallelujah. I know, Father, I ask that you may also release your angels on my behalf according to your will and your purpose in my life, Father. May you release the angels of justice. May you release the angels of breakthrough. May you release the angels of healing. May you release any other angelic assistance, Lord God, that you deem appropriate according to your will. May you release and send destiny helpers, Lord God. May you remove every obstruction. Hallelujah. May you release divine resources and heavenly reinforcements, Father. Hallelujah. Everything that you see fit, may you release it. Father, may you send what is needed, Lord God. Hallelujah. Like the prayer of Jabez, Father, I pray that you may enlarge my territory. Father, may you activate what's ordained, may you restore what's stolen. May you heal what's broken. Hallelujah. Father, I thank you that my requests have been made known to you, and that your words will not return to you void, and that my petitions will be heard according to Philippians 4. And I declare that it is so and that it is finished. Hallelujah. I seal this prayer in the name of the Father, in the name of the Son Yeshua Hamashiach, and in the name of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Amen. Amen. Talao, Teleo, Teleo. Hallelujah. I give you all the glory. I give you all the praise. I give you all the honor because you are worthy to be praised. And I thank you, Lord God, in advance, hallelujah, for everything that you have done, that you are doing, and that you will do. Amen. Hallelujah. Thanks be to God. Hallelujah. Praise. Praises be unto the mighty name of God. Hallelujah.