The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman

When Surrender Becomes Strategy: Forgiveness, Justice, & The Courts Of Heaven

The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman Season 2 Episode 7

What if forgiveness isn’t a soft feeling but a legal release that shifts your burden to a higher court? I open up about ongoing harassment—cyber intrusions, psychological pressure, and relentless attempts to disrupt—and why I’m choosing temperance over retaliation. Not because it’s easy, but because surrender is a strategy that protects my mind, keeps my boundaries, and returns jurisdiction to the Judge who sees every secret thing.

We revisit the PRAY framework—praise, repent, ask, yield—and focus on the hardest step: yielding. I share readings from Ben Sira that cut through the fog of anger and show how rehearsing offense binds us to it. We explore the “courts of heaven” as a guiding lens for petitionary prayer, drawing from Daniel 7 and Zechariah 3, and reframe prayer as presenting evidence, asking for decrees, and removing spiritual roadblocks. This posture doesn’t cancel action; it clarifies it. Faith moves when the Spirit leads, not when provocation pokes.

You’ll hear how I release the case to God without retreating from truth, boundaries, or documentation. We sit with the hard words of Jesus about loving enemies and turning the other cheek, and we anchor in promises like Psalm 37: justice shining like the noonday sun, and Isaiah 59: God clothing himself with righteousness to answer injustice. The episode culminates in an extended prayer—repentance, forgiveness, petitions for justice and deliverance, and a firm declaration of peace that guards the heart.

If you’re navigating slander, harassment, or spiritual pressure, this conversation offers a steady path: present your case to heaven, forgive as release rather than approval, act when God prompts, and let temperance keep your soul intact. Listen, share with someone who needs strength today, and leave a review to help this message reach those searching for peace under pressure.

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Marie Destine a la Grandeur:

Hello, and welcome to the Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman. I am Marie, your host, and you're listening to season two, episode seven. Now, the following segment is called The Legal Release. And it's part two of this series on forgiveness, justice, and spiritual surrender. And so before I jump in, I want to provide a recap of season two, episode six, which is actually part one of the legal release series. And so in part one, I talked about what it means to release the case to heaven, not in theory, but in real time. I also shared how forgiveness doesn't mean silence. It doesn't mean pretending the pain didn't happen, and it definitely doesn't mean the absence of justice. Forgiveness for me has become a legal act, a spiritual transaction, a way of saying, I'm not carrying this anymore. I'm not prosecuting this in my own soul. I'm handing it over to the judge who sees everything. The God, the Most High God, Jehovah, El Elion, Jehovah Gabor, Jehovah Sabaul, Jehovah Nisi. Now that was part one. So please feel free to go back and listen to that episode if you haven't done so, so that you can have a full overview of the series. So you might be asking, how have things been since that last episode? Well, things haven't necessarily changed, at least not yet, or at least not in the natural, right? I know that God is working behind the scenes and you know things are working in the spiritual realm. And so, but in the natural, things have actually since the last episode, I believe that the warfare hasn't stopped, the cyber attacks, the manipulation, the obstruction, those things haven't stopped. If anything, they might have actually intensified, to be honest. And so, you know, with with with all that being said, you know, I am still persevering, I'm still trusting in God. I'm also convinced that these attacks are either, you know, being influenced by a demonic spirit, or there is, you know, these individuals are in some way being influenced, right? And so I don't believe that any human being, um, especially in this at this magnitude, could basically devote their entire life, their entire day, every waking hour, every moment, every second of the day devoted to obsessing over one person, obsessing over one person's life, obsessing over what that person is doing, where they are. I don't believe that this is natural. And I've said this so many times. I believe that there might be some of these individuals might be possessed, they might be influenced. It's either or, and that's why they're acting that way. And so, you know, I continue to pray for them, I continue to release them in the hands of God. And also, I mean, I think that's also speaking of the Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman, I think that hints, and I'm not saying every individual involved, but that hints, there might also be some mental blockage or some mental illness for some people because the level of obsession, the level of focus that they have on me can't be uh no one in their right mind, no one in their rightful mind would invest such time and be so devoted, right? And so again, I go first with the demonic and the spiritual aspect of it, but I also think that some of these people are actually suffering from some type of mint mental illness or dis disturbance or of some of some sort. And so, you know, with that being said, you know, they have continued to infiltrate my network, try to spam me. There's been, you know, several attacks, uh, malicious attacks on my browser, especially my upstairs neighbor. He basically has made me a full-time occupation. He doesn't sleep. And there's also a neighbor across from me. He basically has his camera directly pointing into my house. And he tries to psychologically, I guess, harass me with, you know, placing items outside of his home as that, as if that's supposed to disturb me or trigger me. But I thank God that God has basically given me the peace that surpasses all understanding. And so a lot of the things that, you know, they're doing is not only to monitor me and violate my privacy, but also to harass me, psychologically, harass me, try to destabilize me in every way, shape, or form in every aspect of my life. They have a spirit of destruction that is influencing them. They have a spirit of jealousy, a spirit of envy, a spirit of hate, a spirit of deprivation. Um, they are full of malice. And so, again, I can't think any human being can be so hateful and have such malice in their heart. And so the only thing I can do is continue to ask God to deliver them from that demonic influence that is causing them to continuously attack me, to continuously try to violate my privacy, private moments of my life, following me from room to room in my house. If I go to the bathroom, they're there. If I go to the bathroom, they go inside in their home, they're above me. They're doing different things, not only to monitor me, but also to try to cause spiritual attacks. They are outside if I go to the bathroom. There are people potentially, I suspect, actually trying to record me inside my bathroom. That is sickening. There is no way that someone could just do that in their right mind unless you're very malicious, you're evil. And so, you know, if I'm online, whether I'm working on my podcast, whether I'm trying to post something, they try to attack me. That is how malicious and evil they are. Whatever I do, they are constantly trying to disrupt me. And that's just a high-level overview. There's been other things that happened last week that I'm not going to go into right now, but I'm saying all this to say that the attacks have continued, but I am still hopeful and I'm continuing to trust in God despite the spiritual spiritual attacks, the natural attacks, the technological attacks, the smear campaigns, the gossip, the slander, the psychological harassment. I am surrendering it all to God. Ladies and gentlemen, it's been relentless, but you know, the Holy Spirit has been my help, my counselor, and has been dealing with me on the fruit of temperance and also the ability to fully surrender and yield to God. And so I continue to pray, but also remind myself of the acronym from Dr. Ireland, which says, pray is for praise, repent, ask, and yield. As I mentioned in previous episodes, it's not always easy to do so, right? After you've prayed, after you repented, after you've asked and made your request known to God to yield and to fully surrender. But I believe it's important, it's important to surrender to God because we have to fully give. We have to fully give our situation to God. He is the author and finisher of our faith. He is the author and finisher of my faith. And so I trust in his purpose, his purpose for my life, his purpose not to harm me, but to give me a future and a hope. And with all that said, I also rely on the Holy Spirit because I trust that the Holy Spirit will act and take action. And basically, I want to say prompt me and influence me and inspire me to take action when I need to take action, right? Because the word of God says faith without works is dead. And so I just want to say here, these things have been happening. It's not that they're not happening. And as I mentioned before, the fact that I am doing this forgiveness series doesn't mean by any way, shape, or form that I will stop documenting, that I will stop coming on here and basically providing updates of what's happening. But, you know, I do want to say that I am trusting in God and that I am releasing everything to God. And so, you know, forgiving doesn't mean the lack of action or prayer. It simply means a change in posture and outlook, and that's what I've done. And so it's activating faith in God, it's trusting that He is in charge and all things will work together for His good, for my good, no matter what it may look like. And so because of that, I'm casting my cares on the Lord, and I'm not leaning, not I'm not leaning on my own understanding, but that of the Lord. I'm leaning on God, I'm leaning on his word, I'm leaning on his promises, I'm leaning on his power. And I know that I've had moments where, you know, I wanted to react, I wanted to fight back, but God is trying to train me. He's really, again, he's working with me. He's stirring up that temperance, he's stirring up that fruit, he's stirring up that self-control in me. And I thank him for that. And so today I continue with my reflection on the release, on the release, and what the Holy Spirit has shared with me and has reminded me through scripture, right? Through scripture, the word of God, through his word. And I thank God for that. And so I want to start off by reading from a book that many people, many of you that may be listening, may not be familiar with, because a lot of you are only familiar with the Protestant version of the Bible. And so many of you may not be familiar with the book of wisdom, specifically the wisdom of Ben Serah. And so I want to start off with reading from Ben Serah, chapter 27, verse 22 through 30. And I'm reading from the N-A-B-R-E, which is the New American Bible Revised Edition. It's a Catholic translation that includes books that are not found in all of Protestant Bibles. And so in this book, The Wisdom of Ben Serah, chapter 27, verse 22 through 30, it reads, Whoever has shifty eyes plots mischief, and those who know him will keep their distance. In your presence, he uses honey talk and admires your words, but later he changes his tone and twists the words to your ruin. I have hated many things, but not as much as him, and the Lord hates him as well. A stone falls back on the head of the one who throws it high, and a treacherous blow causes many wounds. Whoever digs a pit falls into it, and whoever lays a snare is caught in it. The evil anyone does will recoil on him without knowing how it came upon him. Mockery and abuse will befall the arrogant, and vengeance lies in wait for them like a lion. Those who rejoice in the downfall of the godly will be caught in a snare, and pain will consume them before they die. Wrath and anger, these also are abominations, yet a sinner holds on to them. And so that's a reminder to not have malice, anger, and vengeance, and take vengeance, at least not in your own hands, right? Because, you know, vengeance is mine, says the Lord. And so, you know, this was a great reminder for me, you know, to use my temperance to trust in God. As Psalm 37 says, you know, do not fret of evildoers when they seem to prosper in their ways, and do not let them provoke you to anger. And so, you know, I thank God for his word in that regard. And so I also want to read from the book of wisdom of Ben Sarah, chapter 28, verses 1 through 11. And it reads, The vengeful will face the Lord's vengeance. Indeed, he remembers their sins in detail. Forgive your neighbor the wrong done to you, then when you pray, your own sins will be forgiven. Does anyone nourish anger against another and expect healing from the Lord? Can one refuse mercy to a sinner like oneself, yet seek pardon for one's own sins? If a mere mortal cherishes wrath, who will forgive his sins? Remember your last days and set enmity aside. Remember death and decay and cease from sin. And so that's verse 6. And verse 7 through 11. Remember the commandments and do not be angry with your neighbor. Remember the covenant of the most high and overlook faults. Avoid strife, and your sins will be fewer, for the hot-tempered kindle strife. The sinner disrupts friendships and sows discord among those who are at peace. The more the wood, the greater the fire, the more the cruelty, the fiercer the strife, the greater the strength, the sterner the anger, the greater the wealth, the greater the wrath. Pitch and resin make the make fire flare up, and a hasty quarrel provokes bloodshed. And so that was the wisdom of Ben Sera, chapter 28, verse 1 through 11. And so I found it incredibly rich, especially when it comes to forgiveness and spiritual boundaries. And so the part that hit me was the wrath and anger are abominations, yet a sinner holds on to them. And so I felt that because I've been holding on to some things, right? Not only to things, again, that has occurred, you know, recently, but things that have happened to me years ago. Like, you know, from you know, my childhood up until now, you know, things that I thought I basically healed from or have released that I haven't released. And so, you know, this is a reminder to fully release all things to God, knowing that He is in charge. And so I want to say I'm not holding on to those things because I want to, because sometimes it's hard to let go. You know, sometimes it's hard to let go, especially when you don't realize that you're not fully healed, when you don't realize that you haven't fully released things to God and that you haven't fully forgiven. But also I think it becomes hard, especially when you're dealing in the present time in my situation where the the attacks they continue, right? They haven't ceased. The attacks have not ceased. It's not like, you know, people, you know, they did me wrong and now they're like, okay, you know, we're repenting, or even if they didn't repent, but if it stopped, right? It continues. And so the word of God says in Ben Shera, the wisdom of Ben Shirah, that the vengeful will suffer the Lord's vengeance. And so thankfully, I'm releasing it to God because, you know, it's not my will, but God's will be done. And I'm leaving it to God because God says vengeance is his. And so I don't believe that this is just poetic. I believe that it's a spiritual law. And so I believe if I continue to replay the offense, I stay entangled in it. And why when I try to carry it out, or when I try to carry it rather on my own, I try to carry the burden, I try to carry everything that the enemy is throwing at me, you know, day in and day out, I block my own healing. And so in the wisdom of Bensera, he doesn't just warn us to, you know, he warns us to give us a way out, right? He warns us, he's not warning us just to condemn us, he's warning us to give us a way out. It says, forgive your neighbors injustice. Then when you pray, your own sins will be forgiven, right? So sometimes things are blocked, right? Because we're not yielding to God, we're not giving it to God, right? If we go back to the acronym pray, repent, ask. Again, as I mentioned in episode six of part one, I've been doing the first three. I believe I've been doing the first three, but I have not been doing enough of the last, which is yield. And I also mentioned that I need to do more praise. I've been doing a lot of repentance and asking. So, you know, I I don't want my the will of God to be obstructed because I'm obstructing obstructing it, because I'm not being obedient to fully releasing things to God. And so again, it says, forgive your neighbors injustice, then when you pray, your own sins will be forgiven. Remember your last days and stop hating. Remember the covenant of the most high and overlook faults. And so that is what that says. And so I don't believe that's passive, it's just a spiritual strategy, it's emotional stewardship. And so I had to make that decision. Do I keep carrying this on my own? Do I try to take things, matters in my own hand? And again, that doesn't mean that I will not act in faith when prompted by the Holy Spirit. All things still remain, right? But it's a matter of being led by the spirit and not by the flesh and not by emotions, right? For example, if someone provokes you emotionally, you get, you know, irritated. Emotionally, you want to react. So now you are out of order and out of alignment. You're not being led by the Holy Spirit, but by your feelings and emotions. It's important to allow the spirit to be in charge. We are spirit, soul, and body, and we should be led by the spirit and then the soul and then the body. Our body, our flesh should not be in charge of how we react and how we, you know, deal with situations. And so that's the decision that, you know, I've taken. And so, you know, for that reason, you know, I release it and I believe that the only one who can actually do something about it is God. And so for that reason, I cast my, you know, I cast my cares on the Lord because as the scripture said, casting your cares on the Lord, his burden is light and his yoke is easy. And so I release every burden, every attack to the courts of heaven. And so I trust in God. And so, you know, I didn't grow up hearing about the courts in heaven, but the more I've walked with God, the more, you know, I've realized that there is a courtroom in the spirit. You know, I've read about it, you know, there are books about the courts in heaven, and you know, there are scriptures that actually speak about it. And, you know, I believe that, you know, I've had to actually go there. Um, not as a preacher, not as a warrior, but you know, simply as a daughter, a daughter of God who is surrendering to God, knowing that, you know, he will basically take care of everything, that he is in charge. You know, as it says in Daniel 7, 10, the court was seated and the books were open. In Zechariah 3, it says that Satan accuses Joshua the high priest before the Lord. And in Revelation 20, it says that the dead were judged and the books were open. So, you know, as you you see here, there is a court in heaven, there is a court, there is like a spiritual court. I believe that everything that is in the natural is a parallel or imitation of what is in the spiritual. I believe that the spiritual is actually more real than the natural because the spiritual will always remain and the natural fades away eventually, right? That's why we get old, that's why we get sick. So, you know, the spiritual is is is the is actuality. The spiritual is reality. And so, in addition to that, there's a quote from Robert Henderson, who's written extensively on this subject. He says that we come before God as a judge when we're dealing with an adversary, right? Adversary, your opposer, your enemy, your accuser. And, you know, that's what this has been, right? Not just opposition, but accusation, not just resistance, but sabotage, malicious attacks, spiritual attacks, technological attacks, all types of attacks, right? In every single category. And so, as such, I'm learning to release the case to God. Not because I'm giving up, but because I'm giving it over to God and his court. And so the quote, another quote from Henderson says, prayer is not informing God of our needs. I just want to pause right here. I just want to pause right here because God knows our situation, right? God knows our situation. God knows everything. He is all-knowing. He knew everything before it ever happened. That's why sometimes God reveals things to us in the spirit, in the spiritual realm, whether it's through dreams, uh, through promptings, through his word, through a Rema word, a word of knowledge from someone else. God releases things to us because he already knows, you know, before it even comes to pass. So prayer is not necessarily informing God of our needs. And so this quote, the full quote from Henderson says that prayer is not informing God of our needs. We have a role in the courtroom to carry out our decrees and remove spiritual, excuse me, we have a role in the courtroom to carry out decrees and remove spiritual roadblocks. And so I think that's important, right? So to understand that prayer is not necessarily informing God of our needs, but it's a role that we we have basically to carry out decrees and remove spiritual roadblocks. And it says this also in Philippians chapter four. It says, make your request be known unto God, right? And so we have to make our request known unto God, even though we know that God already knows. It says, seek and ye shall find, knock, and it shall be opened unto you, right? So there are various scriptures that says that we need to decree, declare, and make our petitions made known unto God. And so that's what I'm doing. I'm not just documenting and sharing my verbal diary. I'm legislating. I'm not just warring in the spirit. I am filing, I am filing spiritual documents in the spirit. I am making my petitions in the spirit, and I'm saying that God hears the evidence. And where I don't have any evidence, I'm trusting that God will find it for me. Because God already knows all things, he sees all things, he is Elroy, and so I know that he sees, he knows all things, he is omniscient, he is omnipresent, and so he knows and he sees. And so I'm saying, God, here's the pain, God, here's the pattern, God, I trust you to judge it. In Matthew 5, verses 38-42, it says, You've heard it say, an eye for an eye, but I tell you, don't resist an evil person. If someone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other also. And in Matthew 5, 43 to 48, it says, Love your enemies, pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your father in heaven. That's a tough pill to swallow, right? How can you actually love people that are constantly attacking you? How can you turn the other cheek, right? It's it sounds like maybe you enjoy pain, right? To be actually turning the other other cheek to allow someone to slap you. I don't think that it's literal, right? A lot of these things, especially in Matthew's in the Bible, there are a lot of parables, but I think it's instructional of how we should behave. And so, although it's not easy, I know that God will allow me and enable me to do it because God says I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. And what I could not fulfill in in the flesh because I was weak, Christ came and did it for me. So although this scripture is not easy, although this is a very hard scripture to obey, especially in the midst of attacks, not in the midst of past attacks, but present. And persistent and current and recurring attacks, it's hard. But I know that I can do all things through Christ. And so I release it. I release it to God because it's a legal release and it's an instruction. God says, vengeance is mine. And it's also spiritual protection. It's spiritual protection. It's a release on God's timing because sometimes we delay God's will for our lives because we do not obey fully his word, right? There are rules in the spiritual realm. There are rules of engagement. And so that is also part of that. That rule to release it to God, to trust in God, to let God fight for us, right? As it says in Psalms 35, Lord, fight against those who fight against me. Take hold of shield and buckler and stand up for my help. And so I know that also God is just, right? As it says in Psalm 103, it says that God works out justice for all who are oppressed. So I have nothing to worry about as I release this to God because I know that God is a just God. And also it says in Psalm 37, verse 6, that God shall bring forth my righteousness as the light and my justice as the noonday sun. And so again, you know, I'm trusting in the word of God. The word of God is my firm foundation. I know that the word of God will never return to him void. Additionally, in Psalm 31, uh, verses 8 through 9 in the NAB, and this would be verses 7 through 8 in the King James Version or any other, I would say, Protestant version of the Bible that you may have, it says, I will be glad and rejoice in your mercy, for you have known my soul in adversities and have not shut me up into the hand of the enemy. You have set my feet in a wide place. Amen. And although I am still, and so I think that, you know, this is important because God has not given us up to the enemy, right? He is still fighting for us. He is, you know, defending us and he is delivering us. And so, although, you know, I believe that I'm still learning how to forgive without, you know, folding and how to release without retreating, you know, I know that I am trusting in God. I'm trusting in God, the judge. I'm trusting in Jesus Christ, my advocate. I am trusting in the Holy Spirit, my counselor. And so, you know, with that being said, I wait on God. I trust in God and I release it all to God. Amen. And so, you know, this ends this segment, part two of the release as a sign of true release. I do want to close this episode out with the following prayer. Amen. Hallelujah, glory, hallelujah, praises be unto the mighty name of Jesus. Hallelujah. I praise your name, Heavenly Father, I praise your name, great Jehovah, I praise your name, Yahweh, I praise your name. I come before your throne of grace, boldly but humbly, Lord God, not in my own strength, but by your spirit, not with entitlement, but with trust. I come as your daughter, resilient, submitted, and anchored in your word. I come to plead my case just as a child would before a parent when a sibling has wounded them. Trusting, Father, that you, the righteous judge, will do what's right. Hallelujah. Father, I thank you that you are El Roy, the God who sees. Hallelujah. I trust in you, Father. You are El Shama, the God who hears. You are El Elion, the most high God. You are El Gabor, the mighty God. You are Jehovah Siskinu, the Lord, my righteousness. I thank you, Lord God. You are Jehovah Sabaul, the Lord of hosts, the Lord of the angel armies. You are Jehovah Rapha, the Lord who heals. You are Jehovah Shalom, the Lord my peace. And so I call on your name, great Jehovah. I call on your name, Yahweh, and I praise you and I thank you. Father, I also call on the name of your son. Hallelujah, Yeshua Hamashiach, my savior, my advocate, my intercessor. And I thank you for the blood of Jesus that speaks better words than the blood of Abel. I thank you for his cleansing blood, Father. I thank you that by Jesus' stripes I am healed. I am spirit-filled. Sickness and disease, hate, oppression, division, dissension, slander, and deprivation are far from me. They are removed from me as far as the east is from the west. Hallelujah. And the east and west never converge. Hallelujah. I thank you, Father. I call on the Holy Spirit, Ruach Hakodesh. Come, come and cover, come and activate. Hallelujah. In the name of Jesus, come and hover over me. Come and hover over this situation. Come and release what only you can release in the mighty name of Jesus. Father, I praise your name. You are holy. You are just. Hallelujah. You are the God who sees Eroy, the God who hears, the God who acts. You do not abandon your children into the enemy's hands. Hallelujah. As it says in Psalms 31. Father, I thank you that you set my feet in a free and open space. You make the sun shine on the righteous and the unrighteous. Hallelujah. I thank you for your mercy and your grace, Father. You are not mocked. You are not absent. You are not indifferent. You are the judge of all the earth and you do right. Father, I praise you, Father, for being exact in your timing. I praise you for being patient with me. I praise you for being the defender who never loses a case. I praise you, Father, for being the redeemer, and I thank you for your divine intervention. Your word says in Isaiah 59, 15 through 20. Hallelujah. Thank you for your word, Father. Then the Lord saw it and it displeased him that there was no justice. He saw that there was no man and wondered that there was no intercessor. Therefore, his own arm brought salvation for him, and his own righteousness it sustained him. For he put on righteousness as a breastplate and a helmet of salvation on his head. He put on the garments of vengeance for clothing and was clad with zeal as a cloak. Hallelujah. According to their deeds, accordingly he will repay fury to his adversaries, recompense to his enemies, the coastlands he will fully repay. So shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west and glory from the rising of the sun. Hallelujah, which is the east. Hallelujah. When the enemy comes in like a flood, the spirit of the Lord will lift up a standard against him. The Redeemer will come to Zion, to those who turn from transgression in Jacob, says the Lord. Father, I thank you, God, for your word. I thank you, Lord, that your words are yes and amen. You are not a man that you should lie. Your words will never return to you void. It will accomplish what it's said to do. I thank you, God, that you are not a respecter of persons. Hallelujah. You make the sun shine on the righteous and on the on the unrighteous, Father. Hallelujah. If you did it for one, Father, if your word says that you did it for one, hallelujah in the scripture. If your word says that you did it for one in Isaiah 59, Father, you will surely do it for me. I trust in you, Father. I trust in you, Lord God. You are the same today, yesterday, and forevermore. You are the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last. Father, I thank you, Father, that you rose to defend. You rose to judge, and you rose to restore. Hallelujah. Father, I thank you, Father, that you did not leave me and will not leave me. You said in your word that you will never leave me or forsake me. You are faithful to me even when I'm not faithful. I thank you, Lord God, for the blood of Jesus which cleanses me. I thank you, Father, that nothing can separate me from the blood of Jesus, Lord God, hallelujah, because you said one sacrifice once and for all. And I thank you, Lord God, that also nothing can separate me from the love of God, which is in Christ and Jesus. Hallelujah. Because where sin abounds, grace abounds even more. And your love covers a multitude of sin. Father, I thank you that you are my defender. And I thank you, Jesus Christ, you are my advocate, the ultimate intercessor and intermediary. I thank you for the Holy Spirit, my counselor, and I thank you for the angels, Lord God, that you, hallelujah, have deployed on my behalf. I thank you, Lord God, for the communion of saints. Father, as it says in Psalm 51, I ask that you may have mercy on me. Hallelujah, oh God, according to your steadfast love, according to your abundant mercy. May you blot out my transgressions. May you wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and may you cleanse me from my sin. Father, I know that my transgressions, my sin is always before me. Against you and you alone have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight. So you are justified when you speak. You are blameless when you judge. Hallelujah. I thank you, Father, because you are also merciful. Father, I was shaped in iniquity. I was born into brokenness, but you desire truth in the inward parts. And so teach me wisdom in the secret place. Purify me with hyssop and I shall be cleansed. Hallelujah. Wash me and I shall be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness again. Let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Hallelujah. Hide your face from my sins. Blot out all of my iniquities. Hallelujah. And may you create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from your presence. Do not take your Holy Spirit away from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit. Father, I repent. I repent for every vengeful thought, every retaliatory desire, every moment I rehearse the offense instead of releasing it to you. I repent for every time I wanted to punish those who've attacked me. I repent for every time I've let bitterness speak louder than your spirit. I repent for every time I try to carry the case myself. Father, may you forgive me, Lord God. May you cleanse me of hidden motives. May the blood of Jesus cover all my sins, cover my thoughts, cover my hallelujah, my emotions, cover everything in my inmost being, Lord God. Anything that is hidden that is not of you, may you remove it, Lord God. Purify my heart. Father, I don't want to be right. I want to be clean, Lord God. I want to be clean, spiritually clean, Lord God. I want to be aligned with your purpose, Lord God. May you forgive me, Lord God. Hallelujah. And Lord God, I also forgive. I forgive every person who's mocked me, every person who has tried to sabotage me, who has sabotaged me, who has manipulated and targeted me. Father, I forgive those who partnered with evil knowingly and unknowingly. Father, I forgive those who've who's let jealousy, tribalism, or spiritual pride drive their actions. Father, I forgive, Lord God, not to excuse, but to release to you. I forgive not because they deserve it, Lord God, because I refuse to carry what you've already claimed. Father, I forgive because, Lord God, you've forgiven me, even though I don't deserve it myself, Lord God. And so for that reason, I also forgive. Praises be unto your name. Father, your word says in the wisdom of Bensheira 28, the vengeful will suffer the Lord's vengeance. Forgive your neighbor's injustice. Then when you pray, your own sins will be forgiven. And so again, I forgive, Lord God. I release, I let go. Father, I thank you for the blood of Jesus, which allows me to come boldly before your throne of grace. And so I make my request known to you and declare the removal of every spirit of spirit or thought, Father, of anxiety, knowing that the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart. Hallelujah. Heavenly Father, in the mighty name of Jesus, I ask now for deliverance. May you deliver, first of all, Lord God, my enemies from the spirits, Lord God, from the evil spirits that provoke them, Lord God, to do harm, to cause malicious attacks, Father. May you deliver them from deception, from manipulation, and from any stronghold, Lord God. For those who are not saved, Father, bring salvation. For those, Lord God, who are saved, may you bring revelation, discernment, and freedom. Let every veil be torn, let every evil influence be broken. Father, I ask for your justice. Justice in the courts of heaven, justice in the spirit, justice in the timing of God. Father, you said in Romans 12, 19, vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord. So I release it. I release the case. I release the evidence. I release the pain to you, Father. Hallelujah. And will only act based on the prompting of the Holy Spirit. Not my soul, not my body, not my flesh, not my emotions in the mighty name of Jesus. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Glory be unto your name. Father, I ask you for breakthrough, divine breakthrough. I ask you for divine intervention. I ask you for divine deliverance. I ask you for divine vindication. I ask you for divine clarity. I ask you for divine peace. The peace that surpasses all understanding. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Glory be unto your name. As it says in Psalms 37:6, Lord God, hallelujah. I thank you that you will bring forth my righteousness as the light and my justice as the noonday sun. And so let it shine, Lord. Let your truth rise, let vindication speak, let every lie fall to the ground. And I remember, Lord God, in Isaiah 59, 17, it says, You clothe yourself with garments of vengeance and wrap yourself in zeal as in a cloak. Father, you do not ignore injustice. Father, you do not leave your children undefended. You rise to judge, you rise to restore. And so, Father, I thank you. I lean not on my own understanding. I put my full trust in you, knowing that you will work all things for the good, for the good of those who love you, Father. Father, as it says in Philippians 4, I rejoice in you always. And I declare that I am not anxious for anything, Lord God. And I have made my request known to you and trust that the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard my heart. And therefore, Father, I decree and declare that through the power of the Holy Spirit, hallelujah, I will only meditate on whatever things are true, noble, just, pure, lovely, whatever things of are of good report. If there is any virtue, if there is any praise, anything that is praiseworthy, I will meditate on these things. And so I yield to you, Father. I yield every attack, whether it's emotional, spiritual, psychological, financial, reputational, relational, technological to you. Whatever the attack may be, I yield it to you, Father. I release it to you, Heavenly Father. Father, I yield my timeline to you, trusting that you are an on-time God. Habakkuk 2 says that the vision is for an appointed time. At the end, it will speak and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it because it will surely come. It will not tarry. And so, Father, I wait for your appointed time. I wait for your timing. I renounce and rebuke the power of Kronos timing in the name of Jesus and release and receive the abundance of your Kairos timing in the mighty name of Jesus. In the mighty name of Jesus, in the mighty name of Jesus, in the mighty name of Jesus. Father, I yield my reputation to you. And I thank you, Father, that your word says that what the enemy meant for bad, you will turn into good. I thank you, Father, that I am your masterpiece. I am wonderfully and fearfully made. Father, I yield my desire. Hallelujah. I yield my desire to be understood to you, knowing that you understand me and your son Jesus is my advocate. Father, I yield any hidden need or desire to be seen. Your Father, your will be done. Hallelujah. Your will be done in every aspect of my life, Heavenly Father. In your divine timing, my gifts will make room for me and bring me before great men. Father, I yield my pain. I yield my process. I yield my platform to you, Father, knowing that you are Jehovah Rapha, my healer. I yield this case to you. I yield this situation to you. I yield the attackers to you. I yield every attack, Lord God, to you. I yield judgment to you. I yield the courtroom to you because I trust in you. I trust in your judgment. I trust in your mercy. I trust in your vengeance. I trust in your will. Even when it doesn't look like mine, Father, I know that your will is perfect, Father. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Come, Lord Jesus, have your way now. Perfect those things concerning me. I cast my cares on you because your burden is light and your yoke is easy. Father, not by my power, not by my might, but by your spirit. For when the enemy shall come against me like a flood, you will lift up a standard against him because you are the most high God. You are El Elyon. You are mighty El Gabor. You are the God who sees El Roy. You are the God who hears El Shamah. You are the God who acts. Hallelujah. Jehovah Sabao, the Lord of hosts, the Lord of the angel armies. You are Jehovah Nisi, the Lord, my banner. And so I raise my banner high, trusting that you are in charge and are fighting and defending me. And so I surrender all to you. And I stand in hope. I stand in freedom. I stand in Christ, Yeshua HaMashiach, my Redeemer and my advocate. Father, hallelujah. I know, Father, I ask that you may also release your angels on my behalf according to your will and your purpose in my life, Father. May you release the angels of justice. May you release the angels of breakthrough. May you release the angels of healing. May you release any other angelic assistance, Lord God, that you deem appropriate according to your will. May you release and send destiny helpers, Lord God. May you remove every obstruction. Hallelujah. May you release divine resources and heavenly reinforcements, Father. Hallelujah. Everything that you see fit, may you release it, Father. May you send what is needed, Lord God. Hallelujah. Like the prayer of Jabez, Father, I pray that you may enlarge my territory. Father, may you activate what's ordained, may you restore what's stolen. May you heal what's broken. Hallelujah. Father, I thank you that my requests have been made known to you and that your words will not return to you void, and that my petitions will be heard according to Philippians 4. And I declare that it is so and that it is finished. Hallelujah. I seal this prayer in the name of the Father, in the name of the Son Yeshua Hamashiach, and in the name of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Amen. Amen. Talao, Teleo, Teleo. Hallelujah. I give you all the glory. I give you all the praise. I give you all the honor because you are worthy to be praised. And I thank you, Lord God, in advance. Hallelujah. For everything that you have done, that you are doing, and that you will do. Amen. Hallelujah. Thanks be to God. Hallelujah. Praises. Praises be unto the mighty name of God. Hallelujah.