Hello, welcome to the Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman with Marie, your host. I hope everyone is doing well. I hope everyone had a great week. I haven't posted as much, but here I am. I'm back and I'm here to share some things with you, what has been happening. And so let's just jump into it. So before I begin, I just need to speak this out loud for myself. So as you all know, my story is about being watched. So I've definitely felt watched, redirected, and silenced for a while now. But this week, you know, there were other strategies being implemented basically to try to obstruct my progress. But with that being said, we all know that God is in charge. So I've known deep in my spirit that I was born for something greater. And although not necessarily for ministry, but now God, more and more, as I've shared before, that I feel like God is essentially calling me to ministry in some way, shape, or form. Basically, to use everything that I've gone through, the good and the bad, but especially the bad to help uplift other people. So this diary is not only about telling my story, right? And documenting what I'm going through or what I have gone through thus far, but it's also to help others. And so this past week, I've really felt like there were a lot of invisible walls that were being put in my way. A lot of different things, whether it's through technological sphere or, you know, human agents or, you know, spiritual sphere. You know, that's always going on. But this week was a little different in how it happened. And I just I realized that, okay, God spoke to me. He said, you know, these are not only distractions, but these are people trying to actually block your movement. They want to distort your voice, right? As they've been doing since the smear campaign has started. They want to distort your clarity, they want to take your focus away from what you should be doing and take you away from your purpose. And but I know that the word of God says in Jeremiah 20, 9, 11, right? For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. And so I know that all things will work together for the good of those that love the Lord, and that includes me. And so God's plan for me is perfect. God's plan for me cannot be obstructed by anyone or any person. And so I've learned that when God speaks destiny, obstruction often follows, though, right? Laura Pickett said I was uh listening to one of her sermons, and this is an old sermon, like from 2008, and this was from World Changers Ministries. They had a conference in New York, and that was from one of those recordings. And I listen, I always listen to that CD, by the way, over and over again because it really encourages me and reminds me of how faithful God is, and regardless of what you're going through, that God is in it with you, and that you just need to persevere, as it says in Hebrews. That being said, in the sermon, it says, How do you know when the prophecy is real, right? How do you know when what God has spoken over your life is real? The word that you received is real. You know that it's real when warfare breaks out around it. That's what she said. And she continued to say, if you see warfare around what God has called you to do, know that you're on the right track and keep pushing through. Because, you know, again, no one would kick a dead dog. If I was dead, if I didn't have anything else to live for, if I didn't have a purpose, no one would be coming after me at the level and the intensity that they're coming after me, right? It's almost like, you know, to the point, unfortunately, they have made me an idol, right? I have become a small God for these people. And unfortunately, that is not what I want, and that's not what God wants, right? I just pray that God may release and deliver them from this idolatry that they have made me become for them, and that that they may find the purpose that God has for them and that they can focus on that. With that being said, Laura Pickett has a book called In the End You Will Win. And that book talks about overcoming obstacles to your destiny, right? And so basically, as I mentioned before, Creflo Dollar said, you know, he's here, he's heard people say, Well, since I've been born again, I haven't had any attacks or anything come against me. And he said, Well, what kind of born again are you? Like, if anything, things should have increased since you've been, you know, born again. And he also said, if the devil's not messing with you, you ain't got anything he wants. So, like, these people that are coming after me, you know, there must be something that they see in me spiritually and even in the natural that they're coming after me because they want to obstruct every aspect of my life, right? So, whether it's my mental wellness, my spiritual wellness, my day-to-day living, right? Um, work opportunities, business, financial, technological, relational, every aspect of my life, these individuals, these flying monkeys. I see that's the term people have been using because we know and I know that there is a person behind this that is orchestrating this, right? Behind the scenes, and they feel powerful because they're manipulating these individuals to attack me. They're manipulating these individuals to attack me, they're hiding behind the scenes. There is, you know, a mastermind behind this whole thing that started this whole thing, but unfortunately, it's snowballed, right? This has gone viral. You have people attacking me from every angle, people I don't know. As I mentioned in my previous episode, we now have drones, ladies and gentlemen, following me. We have drones coming every night over my house where I live. Unsure exactly what they're doing, but it's very suspicious. And whenever they come, I can definitely see a shift in the atmosphere in terms of the EMF, RF ways and computer glitches and all of that stuff. So whatever they're doing is not good. And obviously they're surveilling, right? That's the the most obvious aspect or the most obvious reason, but they're also there for other malicious intent. And that's that's what I believe. But basically, today I'm calling it out. I'm calling it out for what it is, I'm calling out the obstructions that I've been seeing and people trying to silence my voice since I started this podcast, right? Since I started this docuseries, they've been trying to uh obstruct every single thing that I've been doing. And I know that the devil is not going to win, right? God has uh given us the victory over 2,000 years ago on the cross, and I am claiming it. And so, although I've uh faced the spiritual interference through human agents and also human agents basically working with AI bots and other cohorts and through group chats and things like that to try to attack me and manipulate my technology, interfere with my algorithm, try to insert malicious code into my, you know, my internet and my sessions. I've seen a lot of weird things happen in the past few weeks. And so obviously they have tr they are really trying to silence me. And so again, that tells you why would they be trying to silence me, right? They've already done everything else that they could do to humiliate me, to spread lies, to invade my privacy, all types of human rights violations, right? They've done all of that, but yet now that I'm coming out and saying, hey, this is what I'm experiencing, now they're trying to silence my voice. They're trying to, you know, increase their attacks, they're trying to do all sorts of things. But, you know, to God be the glory, because God is with me, and if God be for me, who could be against me? And as I said, I've seen how the algorithm can twist perception, how surveillance can become like psychological warfare, and and people are being manipulated. As I mentioned before, this is not only something that is natural, it's supernatural. So we have the super at play where we have people that are being manipulated spiritually, they're being bewitched to do what they're doing, and they don't even know how and why. And then you have people that are willfully doing it, right? So you have people from all angles doing it, all angles in every domain, in every system, in every network, basically working together to come against me and to attack me. Why? Why, right? Why is the question? Well, because I'm chosen, because I'm chosen, because I'm chosen, and I say that very humbly, right? Because I I don't think anyone would want the level of persecution that I've been faced with. But I know if I am facing it, God has equipped me. God has equipped me to overcome, because God would never give me anything that I could not bear. And anything that is too heavy for me to bear, I give it to God. I surrender it to God, I lay it at the cross. So I know I have nothing to worry about because God is for me. And if God be for me, who could be against me? We've heard in Ephesians 6.12 that reminds us that we wrestle against not flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, and rulers of darkness. Right? So this is not just a podcast, it's a record of resistance. I'm not just telling my story, I'm reclaiming it. And I am, this is the beginning of my testimony, of not only my testimony, but of my ministry, of my ministry to serve God for a greater purpose. Because all of this is not going to go to waste. Everything that you have been doing to me, you all, whether you're a Christian, non-Christian, you you know, old co-workers, old people that I've you know gone to school with, neighbors, people in in high places that are basically in on it, nothing you're doing will be able to stop me. And God has a greater purpose for this. And I know that no matter what or who comes against me, that the destined state is not negotiable, right? It it's it's not. And so what God said will happen will happen, right? It if God, again, if God be for me, who could be against me? So I just I just want to take a moment right now just to praise God, to give him all the glory, to thank him for everything that he's brought me through thus far. I just want to thank you, Father. I want to thank you, Heavenly Father. I would not be here, I would not be here, I would not still be standing if it was not for you, Lord God. I know that you have a greater purpose for me, Lord God. I know that you have a greater purpose for me, God. I know that you have a greater purpose for me, God. Everyone who is mocking me, Lord God, with their because again, we're talking about the idolatry now, right? Even like some so-called Christian ministries or Christian, I don't even want to call them ministries, Christian, let's just say quote unquote uh quote unquote Christian influencers are basically using me as a target of uh discussion, manipulating what they said that God told them when they know it's not God, they know they're sitting up there in the group chats, they know that something is feeding them that information, and they're saying, Yeah, this is for someone, and you know, it's not for everyone. Test the spirit and stuff like that. And you know what? The one thing I can say is that the word of God says everything is forgivable. God will forgive you of everything, but when you lie on the Holy Spirit, ooh, the scripture has something very different to say about that, and I'll expand on that in a in a in a future episode. But if you lie on the Holy Spirit, you're saying the Holy Spirit told you this, that you got you received this from the Holy Spirit, and you know you're lying. It's one thing to think that you heard, because we all as Christians, sometimes we think we hear from God or we think God is directing us to do something, but we might be at fault. It might be our our our flesh and it might be something else, it might be another voice, but we we're not intentionally doing that, right? It's a mistake, it's human error. But when you're intentionally lying on God and you're intentionally saying that, oh, God told me, the Holy Spirit told me this, I received this in the in the spirit and test the spirit, and you know that is lying, that you're lying on the Holy Spirit, oh may God have mercy on your soul because God in his word says that is one thing that is not forgivable. And I just pray that for all of you who are using me as your mockery, as your clown, as whoever you want me to be, that may God have mercy on your soul for lying on his Holy Spirit and saying that the Holy Spirit told you. May God have mercy on your soul. May God have mercy on your soul. I'll continue. Now, we spoke about spiritual obstruction, right? So that's a good segue. That's a good segue into spiritual obstruction, right? Because I believe everything starts off spiritually before it manifests in the natural. The spiritual realm is more real than the natural. And the natural is just basically a shadow of what's really the reality that exists in the spiritual realm. So we have like uh spiritual obstruction, we have energetic in interference, right? That may try to cloud your discernment, that tries to distract you, that tries to cause confusion, people that are maybe doing rituals against you, right? People that are trying to manipulate your relationships and your opportunities through spiritual means, right? And then also false prophets, false influencers, influencers that are saying test the spirit when they know that they are lying, they are lying on the Holy Spirit. It's one thing to be wrong and to be sincerely wrong, it's another thing to be intentionally wrong. Two different things to be sincerely wrong and you don't know you're wrong, you think you're right, you think you're hearing from God, and it's another thing to be intentionally wrong, to know you're lying, to know that you're making a mockery of the Holy Spirit by lying on the Holy Spirit. Another tactic is trauma and fear, right? They try to basically impose trauma and fear to disconnect you, to make you, you know, from divine guidance. So even trying to disconnect you from even people that are supposed to be, you know, in the body of Christ, right? To try to put a false narrative. You know, I've I've been to churches where and it it hasn't, and I've mentioned this briefly, and I'll also take an episode to actually unbasically uncover everything and go into maybe a little bit more detail of like my experiences at different churches that I've gone through, where people, you know, will follow me in the church. I've had people actually take time off because they know they knew that I was gonna be in XYZ Bible study or prayer group, and they made time. They they literally took time off from work to be there because it was something that was happening during the day, just so they can surveil me because someone told them to do so, right? And so that's how deep this is. So you have the spiritual obstruction where you're they're they're manipulating people to do what they want them to do or to change their perception, and then you also have the the natural aspect through also not only not only human agents, but also through technological means, right? So you have algorithmic manipulation, people that are basically not only the smear campaign, but division. You're you're you're you're basically you're inciting violence, you're inciting division, you're spreading hate. Everything that you're sharing is hateful because you want to get people worked up, right? You want to get someone worked up so that they can basically now turn against me. So I just I just pray to God that you know these attacks will not only stop for me, but like for humanity. Because imagine all of this hate, all of this hate that's been being disseminated to like different individuals and groups. It's not coming from me, it's coming from the people that are sharing these things and the people that are manipulating it to basically program these people into believing whatever picture that they want to have of me and to paint me as whatever they want to paint me as, to take things out of context, right? Even if it was something that I said, but it's like, okay, uh is it within the context, right? Is is is it within context? Or if it's something I didn't even say, it was someone else that said it, and now you're attributing it to me, right? Also, just all sorts of things, right? So that's neither here or there. The purpose here is to basically look at the layers of obstruction, right? So we spoke about spiritual obstruction, and we know that we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but principalities and powers and things of that nature. And so that's what has been happening. And not only I have the discernment to see and know, I also sense when people are doing their nonsense, you know, even people that are close to me and people that are far, because, you know, fortunately I always know somehow, some way, God always shows me and reveals things to me. We have the human agents, right? Whether you want to call them gatekeepers, handlers, they're there, right? They're the ones on the ground who gets the message that, oh, she's there. Oh, she went to throw out the garbage. Oh, she's at this store, oh, she's online again. And then these people will come outside with their cell phones and they'll probably, you know, they'll try to extract information, and some of them maliciously, you know, insert code into my devices. And then the people also, some of some of these people, like I said, a lot of these people are innocently participating in in this, and they don't realize how malicious and how damaging their involvement is, even just downloading the information that they're getting, because their devices are now being used as a bot network, right? If you didn't know your device, if you've been getting these messages and downloads, your device has been hacked. Your device has malware, your device is basically compromised. That's how they can use your device. Your device and all of the other devices that are being used are being used as a bot. And so now you have a bot network and all these devices communicating with each other. While you're downloading that information, it's now basically extracting not only my information, but also inserting malicious code. And also basically continuing the false narrative, the sabotage, and and the slander and every sort of thing that you uh horrible thing that you can can imagine, right? So cultural narratives that normalize submission and silence, right? I've mentioned before in episode one how you know sometimes the people that are supposed to be watching out for you, those who are supposed to be standing up for you, those who are supposed to enforce policies and procedures, those who are supposed to uphold the law aren't. Not only because some of them are ignorant of the law, but also because some of them are willfully participating in it, right? And so we have that aspect. We also have psychological warfare, right? Through gaslighting, you know, subliminal harassment, as I mentioned before, intentional isolation, through further dissemination of gossip and slander and information that is supposed to be private, right? Just a whole bunch of different things. And so that's the obstruction as it relates to human agents. And so let's look at technological obstruction. Again, we spoke about algorithmic manipulation. It distorts the it distorts the truth and visibility, but it also interferes with basically your the user experience, right? That's how we would frame it, right? The user experience, right? So different things that you would probably see when you're interacting on a certain interface, it's not working. The buttons are not working, it's not submitting. You're trying to upload something, but it's not uploading. Why isn't it uploading? Because they are basically tapping into your system, they've tapped into my system to basically try to prevent me from doing certain things. Right? So it's not only the distortion of truth, it's not only, you know, the smear campaign, it's basically obstructing my mirror user experience in using certain technologies. I've literally seen my computer flash against me. So if you thought what I was showing on my in the trailer is just basically fiction, it's real. These things are actually happening. And then you have the surveillance and stalking, right, via uh technological means, right? Whether it's through your computer, through a drone, through uh someone else's telephone, right? It's happening. And then you have like the EMF and RF waves and all other things that they're using, and synthetic reality uh loops, AI agents, deep fakes, predictive modeling, all sorts of things, right, that are being used. And so that's the technological obstruction piece. And so here we see a lot has been happening. And it's not to say that this week was the only time that it happened, but I think since I've started this podcast, I noticed a shift, right? Like the attacks are still happening, like you know, they've been happening, so like I'm used to I'm used to them now. But there's been a a shift in in strategy, right? Because they want to try to silence me. Not only do they want to silence me, but I think that a lot of people, those who are actively participating, that, you know, they're always there, you know, to try to consume information and spread information, is that they really think that, you know, they can continue doing this and that there will be no accountability and no repercussions. As it says in Psalm 64, 5 through 6, they encourage themselves in an evil purpose. They commune of laying snares privily. They say, Who will see them? They search out iniquities. We have accomplished, say they, a diligent a diligent search, and and the inward thought and the heart of everyone is deep. So, you know, basically, they think that what they're doing is basically in the dark, that nothing's gonna happen, no one's gonna catch them, even the people that are operating the drones or people that are behind the bot networks. Because while the bot networks are bots, there is someone that's behind it all, right? Someone created it to begin with. So that's just Psalm 64, 5 through 6. But if you read on, we see later on in the scripture that God suddenly delivers. God suddenly delivers, right? God will suddenly deliver, and I believe that. I believe that with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my spirit, that God will suddenly deliver me from all of these attacks. I truly believe that. I know that I serve El Roy, the God who sees, the God who sees, and I know that I serve an omniscient God. I know that I serve El Elion. I know that my God is powerful, and that my God, hallelujah, He is El Shaddai, He is the God who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that I can ask or think. So I thank God for that. So, in closing, let me just say this plainly any obstruction I faced is temporary. What God has spoken over my life will come to pass. God's word never returns to him void, first of all. That's one, right? But what God has spoken over my life through prophecy, through whatever he's downloaded in my spirit, will come to pass. And no amount of surveillance, manipulation, or spiritual warfare or slander, gossip, whatever it is, whatever you're trying to do to tarnish my name, to anchor me from past mistakes, nothing can override what the word of the Lord says, what God's word says. And whatever you said I did, like I said before, I did it. I did it. Just plain and simple. Whatever you're saying I did, I did it. You know. Why I'm saying I did it so that God, I can give it to God. That's that's the easiest way. I'm not even going to defend myself. You said I did it. Oh, okay, I did it. You're saying I didn't. So I guess I did it. God, can you handle it? God, I give it to you. I lay it at your cross. I give it to you. And I know that the blood of Jesus is speaking for me. The blood of Jesus is speaking for me. That God has a sacrifice once and for all, which is the blood of Jesus. And the blood of Jesus speaks better words than the blood of Abel. And that nothing, no nothing, no evil altar, no other blood can cry against me, basically accusing me. And I release all of that. I release that. The word of God says, we overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the Word, and in the Word of our testimony. And so that's how I'm overcoming right now, through the blood of Jesus. No weapon formed against me shall prosper. Every evil word spoken against me shall be cast down in Jesus' mighty name. The blood of Jesus is fighting for me. Jesus is my advocate. God is working out all things for me. I truly believe that. And that the word of God, the word of God says in Isaiah 55, 11, so is my word that goes out from my mouth. It will not return to me empty. I know that the prophecy is real, as I said before, because there's been warfare around it. The enemy doesn't waste energy on the irrelevant. They don't. Without me, you have no content. Without me, you have no recreation. You have made me an idol. You have made me literally, you have made me an idol. And I pray that God may deliver you all and give you purpose and help. Or if you don't know what your purpose is, because sometimes it takes us a long time to find out our purpose. I'm still, I'm still working through what God is doing in my life and his ultimate purpose for me, right? But may you pray that God may help you discover your purpose so that you can focus on what really matters. I've seen the effort poured into silencing me, targeting not just my body, my voice, my platform, my presence, my opportunities, everything. But I know that in Psalm, God's word says in Psalms 105.19, it says, until the time that this word came to pass, the word of the Lord tested him. So this testing isn't punishment, it's confirmation, it's proof that the promise is alive. So in the mighty name of Jesus, I declare that every drone, every algorithm, every handler, every false prophet, your time is up. The obstruction may be loud, but it's not final. The gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable, as it says in Romans 11, 29. I'm not just surviving, I'm advancing, and I truly believe it. And I have entered a new season. We just celebrated Rosh Hashanah a few days ago, and also we're now entering into fall, which is harvest. So I'm destined and for greatness, and the destined state, it's not delayed, it's unfolding. I decree and declare that I walk in the authority, I walk in truth, and I I walk in what God said about me. And no weapon formed against me will prosper. And that is it, ladies and gentlemen, for this episode. Thank you for joining me. I just want to take a few more minutes to seal this in prayer, basically. Seal some of these declarations that I've made over my life, over, you know, the things, the attacks that's been coming against me. So, Father, I come before you as your child, called, chosen, and set apart. I thank you for the destiny you've spoken over my life, and I thank you that your word does not return to you void. I renounce every obstruction, spiritual, human, technological, that has tried to delay, distort, or destroy what you've ordained. I break every assignment of confusion, surveillance, manipulation, and intimidation. I decree and declare that I am hidden in Christ and I'm covered by the blood of Jesus. I am surrounded by your angels, your worrying angels, your guardian angels, your destiny helping angels, Lord God. I your messenger angels, I thank you, Father. I ask you for divine shielding over my voice, my platform, my devices, my mind, and my body. Father, in the name of Jesus, let every false light be exposed, let every handler be silenced, and let every algorithm be disrupted. Hallelujah. And let the authorities, Lord God, step in. Let the authorities step in, Father. Open their eyes. Open their eyes, Father. I receive clarity and receive restoration. I receive acceleration. I walk boldly into the destiny you've designed for me before the foundation of the world. In Jesus' mighty name. Father, I decree every obstruction is temporary, every surveillance system is dismantled, every manipulative voice is silenced. I am not afraid, I decree and declare. I am not confused, I decree and declare. I am not delayed, I decree and declare, I am a voice of truth, I am a vessel of fire, I am a vessel of honor and not dishonor. I am a threat to darkness. And that's why the enemy wants to silence me. But what God said about me will happen in Jesus' mighty name. I decree and declare that divine disruption to every adversarial pattern. I declare supernatural protection over my calling. I declare restoration of everything stolen. Hallelujah. I decree and declare that the destined state is not delayed, it is unfolding, and no weapon formed against me shall prosper. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. I praise your mighty name, Father. I give you all the glory. I thank you, Father. I thank you that your words are yes and amen. Hallelujah. I thank you, Father, that weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning. I thank you for your mercies, Lord God. Hallelujah, that are new every morning. You don't give us recycled mercies, Father. You give us new mercies every morning. I thank you for your love that covers a multitude of sin. I thank you, Lord God, for the blood of Jesus that purifies me and washes me and purifies me of all uncleanness, all impurity, Father, any sin, anything, Lord God, sins of omission, sins of commission, Father, anything that I have done in the past week, whether it be acting out of anger, letting myself be triggered by the enemy's attacks, Father, may you forgive me. May the blood of Jesus speak for me better words than the blood of Abel. I thank you, Father, that every spirit of distraction, every spirit of obstruction, every spirit that is trying to deter me, Lord God, from your purpose will be apprehended by your power in Jesus' mighty name. And I seal this prayer. Hallelujah with the blood of Jesus. I seal it in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen. Hallelujah. Teleo, tale, tale. Hallelujah. Everything that has been done, everything that has been spoken is done. It will not return to you, void. I thank you for your word, Lord God. I thank you for your word. I thank you, Lord God. Your word is settled in heaven. May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Thanks be to God. Thanks be to God. Thanks be to God. Thanks be to God. Thank you. Thank you, Lord. Hallelujah. Praise your holy name. Mighty God. Most high God. Hallelujah. Amen. Thank you for joining. I will see you in the next episode.